Transman Lifetime journey to happiness

Hi, I am giving you all information regarding my transition at one place. If you need any other information I  can help. It all started little late for my as I was already 34 years old at the time I finally decided for this change. From childhood I was a boy for myself and for my family too. I used to wear only shirt pants jeans. My nick name is Guddu from childhood so everyone used to call me like that only. I used to like girls only my first love was at the time when I was in 8th class.She was in my class. She never knew this after that I was in relationship with other girl she was younger than she used to love me alot. My life was not so easy because everyone used to tease me or try to pass any comment whenever they came to know that iam a girl. My dress up and haircut was already like boys but voice was not boyish so I didn't preferred to talk much in public places. I was like a gunda type for everyone even  my colony's aunty used to call me kajal dada of one famo

Transgender or Transman or Transwomen We are facing lot of problems for gender identity still now. Being on the wrong body is major dilemma faced by trans people. World has so many more than  thousands of trans people who are facing issues regarding gender identity. Hi  Iam a transman, had done 2 surgery top and hysterectomy. As a state government employee I have still not changed my name and gender in official documents. After that one hurdle there is this new hurdle of transbill 2019. http://socialjustice.nic.in/writereaddata/UploadFile/TG%20bill%20gazette.pdf This bill has totally changed the right of self identified gender provision in NALSA judgement 2014. https://indiankanoon.org/doc/193543132/ Already I am waiting for my department to give me permission for sex change surgery but its still silent with no reply regarding this. Being a government employee its not easy to change name and gender easily in documents. Now I don't know whether I should apply to distric